So, I can't seem to be able to purge anymore. For the last two days I binged, without purging. I'm really not happy right now.
Last time I wrote down my meal schedule, it was a really successful week. All I have left in my flat are 4 bananas, 4 apples and 4 lemons. I am broke, so I can't buy anything else right now, and if my mom give me money before next week, all I will buy is bananas, or maybe mangos, if I loose enough pounds, it will be my sunday treat.
nothing, if I didn't loose enough
2 mangos if it was a success, and if I have money.
I won't eat anything untill tomorow. I really need to stop this binging. And everytime I am hungry, I will suck on a lemon.