Tuesday, May 3, 2011


I made myself sick 21 times yesterday. I waste about 55euros worth of food.
I don't have any left, apart from jam and peanut butter.

It's 7am and I still can't sleep.

coffee+apple in the morning and mangos and bananas for dinner, starting after I purge the speculoos I just ate.

Sorry for the lame post, I don't feel like putting pretty pictures, I don't feel like anything.
I don't know why I bother with this blog.


  1. Hunny, it sounds like you're really not doing well right now. Do you have someone you can talk to? Do they have counseling available at your school? Just try to take it one thing at a time. Like eat something small and don't purge. I'm thinking positive thoughts for you : )

  2. I hope things get better soon :/ just try to keep away from high calorie food and try not to purge.
    Stay strong,
    Lottie x

  3. Writing a blog is never wrong, keeps you focused.

    / Avy

  4. Hope you're doing okay. Email me if you want to "talk."