France, 10:30am
So, I can't seem to be able to purge anymore. For the last two days I binged, without purging. I'm really not happy right now.
Last time I wrote down my meal schedule, it was a really successful week. All I have left in my flat are 4 bananas, 4 apples and 4 lemons. I am broke, so I can't buy anything else right now, and if my mom give me money before next week, all I will buy is bananas, or maybe mangos, if I loose enough pounds, it will be my sunday treat.
Monday:
2 bananas
Tuesday:
nothing
nothing
Wednesday:
1 banana
1 apple
Thursday:
2 apples
Friday:
nothing
Saturday:
1 banana
1 apple
Sunday:
nothing, if I didn't loose enough
2 mangos if it was a success, and if I have money.
I won't eat anything untill tomorow. I really need to stop this binging. And everytime I am hungry, I will suck on a lemon.
today is the first day of spring. a new season, a new start. join me in my attempt to leave spring binge free!
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ReplyDeleteThat's good news on your body rejecting purging. Just stay strong on the binging. You can do it! Eating more would probably help : )
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Don't suck on a lemon!!! It will ruin your teeth. The puking is already bad but don't add on lemon sucking too haha. Just pinch yourself or do crunches. As crazy as it sounds sometimes I punch myself in the stomach. It helps, looks crazy but helps. :)
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